Make that bad thing
I watched Obsession not to long ago and loved it deeply. I am inspired by Curry Barker's path to where he is now. A film school dropout who used Youtube as his film school. Like just complete will and creative strength he was able to make his ideas come to life I love that.
I watched an interview of his and he said something along the lines of not being scared of making that bad film. Just do it.
Create because you love to create and not because it has to be liked.